im serisouly SORRY tt i haven been alive these few weeks.
:X sincere apologies
theres quite alot of stuff tt i want to blog about,
but sme are really personal.
so i dont knw where shld i start.
life hasnt been so good for me.
everything is jumbled up especially feelings.
i really dun knw what to do.
maybe i shld just curl up and rot.
thats a solution.
but i really miss the old janel.
the always getting high by herself,
do crazy stuff,
dun care everything,
de janel.
things tt i treasure are drifting further and further away frm me.
i pray tt they 'll come back soon.
nvm im vtired ler.
hope i blog more nxt tym.
to you knw who:
if a said anything tt hurt you im sorry i was just joking.
mannymanymany
sincere loves
janel
