THIS POST IS WORDY AND NONSENSE
DONT BOTHER READING NONSENSE
i feel insecure
evrytym i see the blog counter jumps
but no tags or traces of people tt passed by
now i dont evn feel knw who's reading my blog
it sme tym creeps me
whtevr i write now doesnt seems lyk myself
i used not to care who reads wht i rant
but now
i have many drafts which really had my feelings in thr
they're all kept safe
i wonder wht im now
wht lead to this
i suddenly feel so lost
lyk i wonder wht wuld i be lyk now
if i had picked the other options whn im allowed to choose
i thnk im regretting why i chose all these options tt lead to my current situation
thngs that happened whn i was only in primary 1
if i had chosen the other options
i might now evn have met all these ppl tt i both love and dis-love
no one in particular
actually i thnk im strting to regret why i chose all these
why i chose to strt this shyt whn i knw it'll need to end sme tym soon
i knw frm the beginning tt all of us wuld get hurt in the end
i proudly told my friends tt by getting into ths type of thngs
will obviously lead to being hurt
or prolly hurting others
i dont understand why
why i knw it deep in my heart tt smeone wuld be hurt
and yet i still insist on strting it
why ?
reflecting wuldnt lead to any soln
if reflecting can change the state im in now
i dont mindsitting thr and reflect the whole day
i dont knw wht's with me
seriously .
as im typing
im having goosebumps all over
sigh
